The practice pays off, it does… I try to keep it real on social media… and the reality IS, I fucking love my life and the joys and happiness you see here are authentic and fun. Sorry, not sorry :).
But, I am a 45 year old divorced, remarried mom, and stepmom and I think it’s important to share the struggles of our human experiences, too.
Balance.
Because, no life is perfect. Ever. I’ve had a bumpy year and a half behind the scenes trying to reconcile being principled in a present situation against being understanding and taken advantage of by a part of my past I rightly or wrongly, still treasure.
It’s been the ultimate test of alignment and the breakthrough finally happened recently… but, it happened over time. And I still practice every hour!! Yes, hourly. There was no epiphany. It took long conversations, sleepless nights, heart palpitations, pouring my heart out in writing, plenty of tears, expensive meetings, pleading, rationalizing, blaming, personal accountability, fear, anger, forgiveness even when my past wasn’t asking for it, and unbelievable anguish.
I went through the pain. I didn’t table it, I didn’t push it down. I went head first, straight into it.
The situation hasn’t resolved itself yet, but I have already found peace regardless of the uncontrollable outcome. I’m back on the frequency that keeps me calm and focused on my littlest priorities only: my kids.
I’m back to me… fearless.
The practice works: Alignment. I know this because in the middle of this storm, I am the eye. Finally… You can overcome. You can evolve. You can get through. Don’t give up on you 🖤•
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